The day i found out

Last Wednesday was the happiest day in my life. Lepas all the turbulance of trying to conceive, akhirnya, dengan izin Allah SWT, doa kami dimakbulkan... Alhamdulillah...

 

I was actively into my health-concious stage. Getting all hyped up with bootcamp for the two weeks prior to the date. Ntah macam mane, tergerak hati nak check since mmg dah lambat beberape hari dh pun. My main concern was, i have been super active in the intensive bootcamp, misal kate if i preggy, mcm mane? Risau gak. Dahlah nk conceive kemain susah, so i rather not take the risk. if the result -ve, then takpelah, at least i know.

 

So pegi lah beli home pregnancy kit. This time around, i wasn't as excited to check like the many months before. Bile test, terkejut tgk laju je indicator tu tukar colour. Knowing from experience, it definitely shows im +ve! Tapi still macam tak caye. So kelam kabut check kotak. Okaay... Betul ke ni??! Alhamdulillah, bu betul ke??

 

'MARZUKI! CEPAT BANGUN!'

'Kenape sayang?'

'Awak. Saya rase saya pregnant. Saya pregnant lah!'

Dengan muka n suara mamai 'Alhamdulillah. Mane awak tau?'

'Cer awak tgk indicator ni.'

'Cammane nk tgk ni? Cammaner nk tau pregnant ke tak?'

'A'ah lah.. Alhamdulillah.. Nanti kite gi check doctor ye.'

 

So itulah kejadian pada kul 7.30am, 14 November 2012.

 

Contemplating to check with the doctor. Thought that its still too early to check and i should just wait maybe till end of the month. But instinct (and tonnes of excitement) told me to do so on the same day. Esp because i was geared up for 3 straight days of bootcamp. Actually dah prepare ingat lepas bgn nk wat Jillian nyer workout. Terbantut semua.

 

Tapi blank skejap. So dah tau nak buat ape? Nak gi doctor ape? Gynae or normal doc? Nak cakap ape? Rase mcm org bodoh lah jugak kan. So after i composed myself, sembang lah ngan Tuty and Kak Nani. Both told me to head to the gynae for confirmation and advise on my workout regime.

 

Akhirnya, after bfast, we headed to Hospital UMRA. Memula nak check kat METRO IVF, but decided on UMRA since we didn't have to wait and METRO IVF is a little costly.

 

Blaablaabla, waited for nearly an hour before being called to see the doctor. Don't remember her name, nanti update ape name die. Nice lady, then chit-chatted a little wth history, thn she said lets do the scan.

 

Can't see anything yet, just round thick ball. Then she said im 4 weeks pregnant.. omorrow will be my 5th week already. Heheeehe. No congratulations pun from her. What a bummer.

 

----- to be coninued ----- kene keje ------

My progress: 4wks 6days