Luka, incision C-Sect berdarah

Started minggu lepas, i saw that my incision was watery at one end and there was some blood on the other. Teringat the nurses pesan banyak kali haritu before discharge sowh datang balik to the hospital if i see any blood. Walaupun sesikit mane.

I didn't thinkmuch of it. Alaaa... Sikit je, esok lusa kering lah tu. Mmg betul kering, tapi after a day die start watery balik. Still i ignored. Kiki dah bising2 kata nak hantar ke spital, but i insisted im alright. 

Padan muka, it got worse and smalam ada blood kat tempat lain pulak. So i was literally forced to the spital by encik somi smalam. 

Bukan tak nak pegi pun before this, tapi time ni lah nak tido coz dah kepenatan semalaman berjage. Okay, smalam gi gak. Kene register kat PAC (time ni rasa macam reliving the moments nk pergi menyerah diri nk bersalin aritu... kuikuikuiikui) and tunggu doc check.

Boleh tak i tanya nurse "Lama ke..? Coz i ada nursing baby kat dalam kete ngan my hubby." Sebenarnyer terpaksa bawak Ilan skali pasal Mama & Ayah takde kat rumah. Ni case TERPAKSA and bukan nak MENYEKSA mmkay.

Nurse tu kate, takpelah leh bawak baby tunggu skali kat dalam and diorg pinjamkan baby cott frm L&D. Yeay! Bawak masuk Ilan skali sambil tunggu Doc panggil. Rase serba salah pun ada psl yg duduk on my left and right are pregnant patients waiting to be checked for numerous issues. Ade gak case keguguran.. So bile diorg tgk Ilan, nampak muka diorg cam sedih je.. And masyallah, anakku time ni lah nk menangis sekuat2 nya. Kita pun bagi lah nenen. Tak puas gak, nampak Kiki kat luar and tgk rupanye dia poopoo. Nasib baik my encik somi ni very the hands on. Die pun amik Ilan bwk gi tukar diapers. Alhamdulillah, syukran ya Allah for a wonderful hubby.. I couldn't be any happier. 

Psst.. Pandai anak mama berlakon. Macih nak! pasal Ilan laju jer mama settle semua hal. kukiukiukiukiu

I THINK, because of Ilan's super screams, my name was called up first! laju hokay.. Tak sampai 15 minit tunggu doc dah call nama. Ni sumthing yg sangat sangat unexpected. Doc check incision tu, die tekan2, pastu dia kata nampak cam superficial tapi ada gak terbukak, but not deep. Cammane dia tau tak deep? Dia cucuk kat wound tu ngan a long stick. Dia nak tgk stick tu tembus sampai dalam mane. Tgk stick tu je dah ngeri, apa lagi bila dia kate dia nak poke. haisey man.. Menyesal pegi check pun ada.

Then bila semua dah checked, i was told to get my wound dressed EVERYDAY for a week at the nearest KK. Then to have it examined kat hospital in a week.Now im on antibiotics and painkillers. Painkillers tu makan smalam je, slagi leh tahan sakit, kita tahan. 

So arini lom pegi lagik KK. Maybe malam, macam malas pun ada. Tgk lah mcm mana nanti. 

*Sorry post ni tarak gambar psl takkan nak tunjuk gambar wound kite plak kan? kang batal pose korang muntah2*