Jatuh duup huwaaaaargh!!

Ahah! Lama kan aiiii menghilang. Too many things happp-PENING rite now. Baru lah dapat setle down sikit.

 

Kita buat updates laju2 n pendek2 jelah eh for now. Ilan Aydeen dah 5months 2weeks now. Pandai berguling2 dah.. Hahahahaa.

 

 

Hokay. Pengalaman paling scary yang I lalui semenjak menjadi seorang mama is the time Ilan jatuh katil. Yes.. Sangat sedih...

 

Ever since Ilan dah pandai berguling at 4months 3weeks, we have a strict NO BED POLICY that we adhere to. Kitorg 3 beranak tido tilam je. Katil tu sememangnye just jadi hiasan. On the day after my brother's akad nikah, bawak Ilan naik nap tgh hari.. Mase tu memang penat sangat. Mana tak nyer, dengan kita dok kemas rumah, pastu siapkan gubahan hantaran etc. So ingatkan skejap je, kita placed him on his mat betul2 tengah-tengah katil.

 

Memula kita tak tido lagik. Siap sempat zuhur dulu, then ber-facebook skejap, then tgk macam dia tak bgn barulah terlelap sebelah dia. Tau2 "Huwaaaaargh!!!"

 

Pusing sebelah anak takde. Dengar suara dia dari lantai.

 

 

"Ya Allah! Anakku!!"

 

Tengok Ilan kat lantai, next to the stand fan. Luluh jantung. Cepat2 angkat dia, usap2 kepala dia, urut2 tengok ada bengkak ke luka kat memane. Lembik rasa kaki..

 

Untuk taktau brape lame, I was shivering and the only thing that I mampu utter was "Mama sorry Ilan, mama sorry. Mama tak sengaja. Mama sorry sayang.." Repeat and repeat benda sama. Nangis pun tak, Ilan je yang menangis. I dah macam in-shock.

 

Kita bawak Ilan gi toilet and wash his face... Kesian, he must have also been in shock. Wipe sikit muka dia and then nurse him.. He calmed down and terus tido on my boobs. Time ni baru my tears flow.

 

I tak bgtau sesiapa till much later in the day. Time ni rumah tengah ramai sedara mara coz esok my brother nyer recep. I don't think I can handle being yelled at by others. So I let it be, not telling, not telling.

 

Bila Kiki balik that night, barulah kita cite kat dia. He was worried but understanding enough. Dia kate lets monitor him for a couple of days. If he shows symptoms then we go get him checked (ni pun mmg advised frm the doctor).

 

Actually Ilan kalu bunyik ek sikit pun kita dah terjaga. I think I was too exhausted that day tu yang tak sedar bila Ilan terjaga. Subhanallah...

 

Alhamdulillah he's all good rite now. Tengok gambar kat bawah ni. This is how he rolls bila dia bangun or tengah main2.

 

Assalammualaikum...

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Hahaha. U can't catch me!