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May 19, 2014

Your First Steps

Sayang Mama! You chose the best day to make your first unassisted steps!! Yes. UNASSISTED! Ni makna nyer, Ilan bangun sendiri, diri sendiri without holding anything and made the steps.

18 May 2014, at 10 months 1 week. Thank you for waiting and choosing a time when i'm at home to witness. Nak tau, Mama happy yang teramat tgk Ilan jalan.

Tapi actually the best Mama Moment for me was right before you lifted your tiny feet to make that first step. Its the way you looked at me from across the room and that smile... That smile that melted my heart. Its like you telling me. Mama.. Look at me. I love you.... And when u actually walked towards me, my heart jumped!

Yeay! Anak Mama dah jalan. Alhamdulillah..

Nak tau tak Ilan, Nekbu slalu crite that Papa start jalan at 10 months. Makna nyer Ilan and Papa start jalan at about the same time. Hehehehee.. Suka tak?

And smalam Ilan very hyper. You were moving SO fast! Climbing down from the sofa, to crawling around. All in lightning speed. I guess you can't wait to grow up and play and be independent.

You thought walking was boring. So u started to climb! Arrgh! MAMA HEART ATTACK!

Mama rasa being around kids your age makes you wanna do what they do too. Mama tgk Ilan happy je bila surrounded by your cousins.

Skit lagi kay Ilan. Mama lom puas nk manjakan Ilan. Belum puas nak berkepit ngan Ilan.

May 16, 2014

10 months - Our journey so far...

10 months.. Where did my baby go.. Tatau lah kenapa, tetiba emo plak tgk my soon-to-be toddler ni membesar.

Rasa mcm baru je tengok dia lahir; then his first smile, then, his first laugh and his many other firsts.. Now rasa macam he will soon be taking his first unassisted steps.

Ilan Aydeen Bin Marzuki. My promise is this. "Untuk selama2 nya, mama akan sentiase sayang and mendoakan kebahagiaan awak." Insyallah...

Okay.. Sat ye, nak lap-lap skit. Mata berabuk plak.

Haritu kita celebrate first Mama's Day kat Penang ngan the whole family. Semua org ada. Ilan was the happiest baby I see.

u look so calm <3

You hated the sand. eee.. Penggeli rupa nyer.
Seeing that you are so brave, banyak benda mama dah excited nk ajar Ilan! Mama nak ajak Ilan see the world. Mama nak ajar Ilan culture2 yang berbeza dari apa yang kita tengok setiap hari. Tapi ni kene tunggu lah dulu ek. Mama n Papa usahakan.

Ilan, you are my little brave Kahuna! Even Papa was scared to come near :)

Mama nak ajar Ilan sesuatu yang Papa slalu cakap kat mama.

"Biar orang kata kita miskin duit.. Tapi jangan sekali2 miskin adap." - Papa Ilan Aydeen

Mama nak Ilan Aydeen belajar dari Papa. Respect ngan orang tua, dengar cakap, santun berbahasa. Those are the perfect qualities of your Dad that you should inherit. Mama in the process of learning them too.

Owh lupa plak nak cerita. Hahahaaa. U had ur first major bump (benjol) last week. In the efforts of teaching you to be stronger, I resisted running to you, picking you off the floor and consoling you. Instead I clapped my hands and said "Yeay! Ilan strong boy!"

Sumpah. It's not that I want to see you hurt. Jatuh jantung mama bila dgr Ilan nangis. Kalau ikutkan hati, nak je stop semua benda that instant and hug you sampai sakit tu hilang. But I know, if I do that. I will hurt you much more in the future.

Hentakan padu di tepi katil! Ouch!

Tapi mmg sangkaan Mama betul. U'r a strong brave little man! Nangis pun skejap je and ur back to your ol' self. Terus panjat tempat lain pulak.

I guess it's true when they say "Boys will be boys". I'm still learning the process of being a mother. I am not perfect but I shall be the closest to perfect for you.

One day, I hope I match your standards of what a perfect mom is.

Ilan Aydeen Bin Marzuki. Ni lah dia THE Marzuki behind ur name :)

For now, let's take these steps together. MAMA LOVES YOU ILAN AYDEEN BIN MARZUKI!! TO THE MOOOOOOON & BACK!!

Mar 21, 2014

Dah 8 months?!

What?! Dah 8 months??! Where did all the time go.. huuhu. My baby's growing owh so fast and im already beginning to miss him.

Banyak dah yg Ilan dah achieve since i last updated. Dah leh duduk sendiri.. Dah leh makan.. Dah kenal org..

Skang ni dia dah perasan big boy sgt. He detests sleep. Owh boy. Macam mana lab nak membesar anak bertuah sorg ni.

Ni dia.. my little big boy.

Baby Food - Super Popeye Porridge

Ilan's favourite porrige so far!! It amazes me how much he loves it albeit the yucky appearance after blending.

1. A handful of brown rice
2. Japanese anchovies
3. Corn
4. Bayam merah/spinach - a fat tie
5. Beef
6. Carrots

Packed full of calcium, carbs, protein etc etc!!

Jan 28, 2014

Hush little baby don't you cry.

Assalammualaikum Ilan Aydeen,

Last night you woke up screaming at almost 12am. Mama and Papa pujuk Ilan, dukung Ilan, bagi Ilan 'bubu' but Ilan still tak stop nangis. Ilan nangis sampai teresak-esak. Mama sedih sangat coz Mama tak tau why you are feeling that way and sedih coz I don't know how to make you feel better or take away whatever is hurting you.

Last-last mama dukung Ilan and jalan-jalan luar bilik. Wiped your tears and calmed you down.  Then Ilan nak main-main and tak nak sleep. Sorry nak, Mama sleepy teramat sangat  malam smalam. Usually I will stay up and teman if you wake up in the middle of the night and nak ajak main. But last night I was really  too tired so Papa had to teman you instead.

Nasib baik tak lama after that, you ngantuk and comfort nursed sampai tertido in my arms... sampai pagi... Smalam, when you looked at me in the eyes each time Mama zikir and usap kepala Ilan, I know that you recognize me and that's one way you say "I love you Mama...". Thank you Ilan, Mama really needed that assurance sometimes.

Sebak when dengar Oma cerita pasal Ilan pandai buat ni lah, gelak-gelak lah, Ilan nak tido ngan Oma je or Oma ajar Ilan this and that. Sebak coz I can't be a part of your happiness. A part of your growing up stage. But you are happy, and you deserve to be happy.

If only you knew how hard it is for me to leave you each day and not be the one to raise you, cook your meals, comfort you when you cry during the day.

I love you sayang. Forever and ever and ever. Insyallah..

Mama Ilan
28 Jan 2014

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